Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Chapter 110

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Chapter 110

  1. His confession 

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I’ve been obsessing for the last few days over the note. I just wanted to nail whoever this person is so 

that I could move on peacefully with my life

I hated that I was now jumpy and scared all the damn time. Noah has even noticed that I haven’t been 

myself. Every time he asks, I just tell him that I am okay when I am clearly not

My life was so simple back when I was married to Rowan as compared to now. The only thing I worried 

about was whether or not he would come for dinner or if he would ever love me. I know I used to be in 

constant pain, but I’d pick that over dying any day

I haven’t had a moment of peace since I divorced Rowan. An attempt on my life was made three times

My car was blown up, my house burned down, and I was kidnapped twice. After I agreed to Reaper being 

in my life, I thought that things would settle down, but noNow someone was after me. Again

Mom, can I go over at Gunner’s?Noah asks, scaring the crap out of me

I try to calm my heart down. See what I mean when I say I’m jumpy

He looks at me funny, but I ignore it and force my lips into a semblance of a smile

Sure, use the back door, though, okay?” 

He nods his head, and I stand up. I wanted to make sure that he crossed over to Calvin’s side safely and 

that he got inside his house

Today we are going to play games. Last time I won, this time Gunner hopes that he wins,he tells me as 

we walk

That’s good” 

I haven’t seen Calvin since that day in my kitchen. He has been avoiding me as much as he can. I’m not 

sure if it’s because he’s embarrassed or because he was hurt by my rejection. Maybe it is both

Anyway, I’ve been giving him space because I didn’t want things to be even more awkward than they 

already were

See you later, mom,” Noah says as he crosses over to Cal’s

After I’ve made sure he is in their house, I turn back and head into ours

I get inside, and not even a minute later, there is a knock on my door. I approach it with trepidation. I was 

hoping it wasn’t another note

I open the door and find Rowan Fuck I’d forgotten that we were supposed to talk. With everything that 

has happened, the talk was the least of my worries

Hey,he asks, shoving his hands inside his pocket

He looked really nervous. Again, this was something I wasn’t used to when it came to him

Come in,I tell him while scanning the area

The last thing I needed was a note arriving while he was here with me

He gives me a look

What?I ask

I thought you would put up a fight.” 

Do you want to come in or not?I ask in irritation

He gives me one last look before he enters my house. Without waiting too long, I close the door afraid 

that someone is watching me

I’ve become so paranoid over the past few days that sometimes it terrifies me. The sooner we deal with 

this issue the better for my mental state

I take a seat in my recliner. I bought it a few weeks ago because it helped relieve my back pain. I even had 

to change my mattress because it made my back pain worse

So, what did you want to talk to me about?I stare into his eyes. It sounded pretty important. Is it about 


He takes a deep breath before releasing. No. It’s about us.” 

I stare at him, confused, wondering if he had truly lost his mind. What the hell was he even talking about, for goodness sake

There is no us, Rowan. You seem to be forgetting that a lot lately.” 

I didn’t want to do this with him. Not when I had so much going on

Just listen to me, please,he pleads, his voice soft

Something about the desperation in his voice stops me. I don’t know what it is, but I don’t want to put too much thought into it. Instead, I shut my mouth and focus on him

He doesn’t talk for a while, as if he were struggling to find the right words. The more he takes his time, the 

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I love you, he finally says

My mouth drops open, and I gape at him like a fish out of water. He wasn’t seated that far from me, so

reach out and feel his forehead for a fever

Are you high? Running a fever? Or maybe I just didn’t hear you, right” 

He glares at me, but within seconds, his features soften. He grabs my hand, turns it, and kisses my palm in a really gentle kiss

I don’t know when I fell in love with you or how, all I know is that I love you, Ava. I didn’t see it back then. I was so overcome with bitterness and anger that I didn’t realize what a true gem I had married. In the last few months, it’s been hard to be without you. Seeing you in pain or hurt destroys me every time. It has taken me time to realize that I’m in love with you, but here I am, begging you to give me a chance to show you the love you deserved from me but never got

I watch completely stunned, as he gets out of the chair and kneels before me. This all seems like a dream. It’s like I am in a completely different world right now

Oh, Rowan,I start, trying to make my brain function. You don’t love me. You’ve never loved me. Emma is your one and only love. She’s the one that has your heart, remember?” 

Pain and regret flash in his eyes. I feel bad for him, but I know that maybe he’s just confused about things

It just doesn’t make sense. How can he be in love with me when he hates me so much

You’re not listening to me Avahe says as the pain changes to frustration

I am; you’re the one that’s confused, Rowan. How can you be in love with me now? You’ve hated me up until a few months ago. You have proven over and over again how little you care for me. You have hurt me more times than I can count, all in the name of punishing me for ruining your relationship with Emma. You held on to her for years, and now all of a sudden, you want me to believe that you love me?” 

The familiar pain creeps back up, but I force it down. I have no time or energy to feel the constant 


know, and you’ll never know how much I regret hurting you, but if you could only give me a chance,

promise I’ll never hurt you again and that I’ll heal the wounds I caused.He whispers brokenly, his eyes 

staring at me

You have to realize that just because you say you love me doesn’t make it true, Rowan. You had nine years with me, but not once did you give me a chance. I loved you with everything I was, yet you broke me with everything you had. How do you expect me to overcome that? Why would I give you a chance when 

you never gave me one?” 

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I shift my eyes away from his. I didn’t want to see his pain. I didn’t want to see the regret and guilt. It was 

too much


Why now, Rowan? Answer me that. If you’re being truthful, what has made you love me now and not 

years ago?I ask him

He stares at me for a while before looking at the floor. He couldn’t answer me because he had no answer 

that would make sense

I sigh. You have to see just how unbelievable all this sounds. I’m sorry, but no. You can’t expect me to believe you love me when, for nine years, all you saw was Emma. You lived and breathed her; it’s hard to 

believe that in a few months that has changed.

I watch as his shoulders slump. If it wasn’t for the fact that my ankles were killing me, I would be pacing 

all over the floor

It only takes a minute for the heartbroken look in his eyes to turn into determination. He leans forwards 

and cups my cheek

I know this is a lot to take in, and I understand why you don’t believe me, but I am not giving up


you that I love you, Ava, even if it takes me a fucking lifetime to do it. I won’t stop until you’re convinced that what I feel for you is true.His voice takes on a deep tone as he vows to me



He bends soon after and gives me a quick kiss before he stands up and leaves. I stay rooted in my chair

still unable to understand all that just happened

He said he loved me, could it be true? And should I believe him or am I setting myself up for more 

disappointment and heartache

Whether I believe him or not, something told me that my choice would soon be taken away from me 

concerning that matter

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel

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Status: Ongoing Author: Artist: Released: 11/21/2023 Native Language: English
Ex-Husband’s Regret” by Evelyn M.M is a novel that explores the remorse and reflection of a former spouse, delving into the complexities of past relationships, their impact on one’s life, and the desire for reconciliation or closure.   Ex-Husband’s Regret” is a poignant novel by Evelyn M.M that delves into the emotional turmoil of a divorced man, grappling with the aftermath of a failed marriage. Through intricate storytelling, it explores his regrets, introspection, and longing for a chance to make amends. The narrative navigates the complexities of past relationships, the enduring impact on personal growth, and the profound desire for reconciliation or closure. This heartfelt tale offers readers a deep and relatable insight into the human experience of love, loss, and second chances.   Ex-Husband's Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Synopsis Ava: Nine years ago I did something terrible. it wasn’t one of my best moments but I saw an opportunity to have the guy I’ve loved since I was a young girl and I took it. Fast forward to years later and I’m tired of living in a loveless marriage. I want to free both of us from a marriage that should never have taken place. They say if you love something…. It was time to let him go. I know he’ll never love me and that I’ll never be his choice. His heart will always belong to Her and despite my sins, I deserve to be loved. Rowan: Nine years ago, I was so in love I could barely see right. I ruined it when I made the worst mistake of my life and in the process I lost the love of my life. I knew I had to step up in my responsibility and so I did, with an unwanted wife. With the wrong woman. Now she has once again flipped my life by divorcing me. To make matters even more complicated, the love of my life is back in town. Now the only question is, who is the right woman? Is it the girl I fell head over heels in love with years ago? or is it my ex wife, the woman I never wanted but had to marry?


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