Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Chapter 121

Chapter 0121 

[Warning: The following chapter contains content that maybe triggering to some] 

No. This can’t be happening to me. I can’t be pregnant. Not now and definitely not with Ethan’s baby. 

“Why God?” I whisper as the tears fall down my face. 

I wait for an answer but none comes. He doesn’t tell me why this was happening to me. He doesn’t tell 

me why he had to make me this unlucky. 

I try to pick myself from the bathroom floor, but I just don’t have the energy. I’m completely drained. 

Was it my lot in life to have unplanned pregnancies? First with Noah and now this one. 

I stare sightlessly at the tiled floor, thinking back. Ethan and I had unprotected sex once. I was supposed 

to take a morning after pill, but I completely forgot. By the time I remembered, a few days had already 

passed. 

I told Ethan about it. I expected him to be angry about it, but he wasn’t. Instead he calmed me down. We 

both reasoned that it was unlikely for me to be pregnant. 

I noticed some changes, like my period being late, but I thought it was due to the stress I was under. I 

never gave much thought to my increase in appetite since I always eat when I’m stressed or sad. 

The banging on my door startles me, but I don’t get up. Now more than before, I didn’t want to see 

anybody. When the banging continues, I put my head between my knees and cover my ears. I just wanted 

whoever it is to leave. 

It becomes silent for a while. I breathe a sigh of relief but then start to panic when I hear the door open. 

and heavy footsteps walking upstairs. 

Before I can do anything, like maybe hide, in case it was an intruder. A shadow fills the door way to my 

bathroom. 

“Ava?” Rowan’s deep voices resonates through the entire room. 

The moment my eyes meet with his, I start crying again. Of all people, why did it have to be him? 

“What are you doing here?” I ask through my sobs. 

He comes and kneels before me, his eyes staring at me with an emotion I can’t figure out. 

“Emma told me she saw you at the store. She said you looked hysterical and that you bought a bunch of 

pregnancy tests before leaving” he tells me softly, his fingers wiping away my tears. 

+15 BONUS 

Damn it Emma and her big mouth! What the hell did she think she’ll accomplish by telling Rowan that I bought pregnancy tests? 

“She shouldn’t have told you. It’s none of her business neither is it yours” I hiss. 

He doesn’t react instead he asks. “Have you taken the test?” 

I just nod my head as more tears fill my eyes. 

“And?” 

I don’t answer him. I just couldn’t bring myself to admit what the test informed me. 

When I don’t answer he surveys the room. His eyes land on them laying near the sink. He stands up and goes to check them. I should be fucking angry that he was violating my privacy, but I couldn’t bring myself to care. Not when I had much more important things to worry about. 

He comes back and this time instead of kneeling before me. He instead sits next to me. 

“Congratulation. You’re going to be a great mother” he tell me an odd catch in his voice. 

I lay my head on his shoulder as I speak. “Am I? You didn’t ever want to have another baby with me even though I wanted one desperately. I thought it’s because you thought I was a bad mother” 

I was always so insecure when it came to Rowan. I knew the real reason. He didn’t want another baby because he was holding out hope that Emma will come back. I lied to myself because it was better to think he thought I wasn’t a good mother than to acknowledge that he just didn’t want a baby with me. 

“I’ve never thought you’re a bad mother, Ava. You’re the fucking best. One just has to look at the relationship between you and Noah to know it’s true” he pauses. “Can I tell you something?”