Chapter 0128
Ethan
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When I put my plan in motion, I never expected to fall in love with her. That was the biggest hindsight known that has ever happened to me.
I thought it would be easy. Just kill her and I would have everything I’ve worked for. I didn’t know that it would turn out to be harder than anything I’ve ever done.
Ava isn’t the kind of woman you ignore. She isn’t the type of woman you brush aside. She’s the type your fall in love. The kind of woman who makes you want to be a better man.
I knew the moment I started falling in love with her. I tried preventing it, but it was impossible. It was similar to trying to avoid a head on collision. It was just nearly impossible.
I
When I realized I had fallen for her, I tried fixing things but it was already too late. The damage had been
done and I knew that it was only a matter of time before the truth came out. Instead of letting her go and
backing away, I held on to her for the little time I knew I had with her.
Hurting her will always be my biggest regret. Her pain was mine too. While her heart was breaking, mine
was breaking alongside hers. I destroyed a future we might have had because of greed and if she never
forgave, I would understand
“Ethan, you got a visitor” a guard says.
I refused to see my parents every time they came to see me, I was fucking ashamed. They took me in.
They loved me. They gave me their name and I turned around and stabbed them in the back by trying to
kill their biological daughter.
I don’t understand how they can still want to see me or be near me. If I were them, I wouldn’t have been
so forgiving.
“Ethan…” he shouts. I turn back and give him a cold look.
For a moment I think of telling him to tell them I don’t want to see them, but something stops me.
Something prevents the words from coming out.
I nod my head and he gestures to my hands. After extending them, he handcuffs me, before leading me
out of my cell.
I’m a new bee here, but no one dares to touch. Mainly because I’m a tough motherfucker and I don’t take
shit lying down.
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I walk out and freeze. The last person I expected to come see me was seated in the furthest corner. I
walk slowly as if I was in a daze. Unable to believe that Ava was actually here.
The guard, unlocks my cuffs.
“Ava?” i choke out as I take a seat and face her.
I memorize her face. Knowing that this is probably the last time I would see her. She was most likely here
to get closure. Most women seek that, before moving on.
She wrings her hand as she looks at me. It’s not long before she’s dropping her eyes. As if just looking at me was causing her pain. Seeing her beautiful face just makes all I’ve lost the more real. I will never have her again. Never have a future with her. I’ll never make her my wife nor will I get to see her belly growing
with my kid.
I feel the loss deep inside my bones. My cold beating heart hurting in a way that it has never before.
Because of my own greed, I lost the only women I’ve ever and probably will ever love.
“I didn’t know whether to come or not. Whether you’ll even care or not, but I just had to come” she says in
a small unsure voice.
The fucking grip around my heart tightens. The fact that she’s unsure while talking to me, just shows how
much I’ve broken her. All the progress she was able to make was destroyed by my betrayal,
“What is it, Ava?” I ask her, my voice softening.
I wanted to hold her, I just wasn’t sure if she would let me. If she would pull away. She was no longer
mine, so I had no rights to her.
She takes a deep breath. “-1”
She’s unable to finish the sentence. My brows pull together as I try to stem the worry inside. Was
something wrong? Why was she having a hard time telling me what was eating her up?
“Ava…”
“I’m pregnant” she whispers, looking down at the table.
I still. Sure that I hadn’t heard her correctly. She said she was pregnant, but that couldn’t be the fucking
case.
“What?”
“I’m pregnant.” She repeats. “I found out a week ago and got it confirmed. I’m around three months along.”
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I can’t believe that I was going to be a father. That Ava and I managed to create life together. I still remember the way her body felt against mine. How making love to her felt like fucking heaven.
I was honestly honored that she was carrying my child. I wouldn’t have picked a better mother for my baby.
Synopsis
Ava: Nine years ago I did something terrible. it wasn’t one of my best moments but I saw an opportunity to have the guy I’ve loved since I was a young girl and I took it. Fast forward to years later and I’m tired of living in a loveless marriage. I want to free both of us from a marriage that should never have taken place. They say if you love something…. It was time to let him go. I know he’ll never love me and that I’ll never be his choice. His heart will always belong to Her and despite my sins, I deserve to be loved. Rowan: Nine years ago, I was so in love I could barely see right. I ruined it when I made the worst mistake of my life and in the process I lost the love of my life. I knew I had to step up in my responsibility and so I did, with an unwanted wife. With the wrong woman. Now she has once again flipped my life by divorcing me. To make matters even more complicated, the love of my life is back in town. Now the only question is, who is the right woman? Is it the girl I fell head over heels in love with years ago? or is it my ex wife, the woman I never wanted but had to marry?
