Chapter 0136
“Mommy where are we going?” Noah asks me as I lock our house.
I hadn’t planned on this little trip, but I knew it was something that I needed to do. Nora and Theo have been calling me for days. They wanted a relationship with me, but instead I kept keeping them at arm’s length.
I decided that I was going to give them a chance. After all, how was I supposed to know if they truly loved me if I just kept pushing them away? And besides, I needed more good people in my life.
“I want you to meet some people” I reply, taking his hand in mine as I lead him towards my car.
As we were walking towards the car, my eyes gets caught by the moving vehicle that was parked a few meters down from my house.
“Looks like someone is moving in” I tell Noah. “We’re going to have a new neighbor.”
The house has been empty for months. It was similar in structure to mine with the only difference being it looked a bit bigger.
“Man, I hope they have a kid my age” Noah says in excitement. “Don’t get me wrong mom. I love this place, but it’s full of old people”
I chuckle at that. When I picked this place, I didn’t realize we would be surrounded by elderly people who were all up in your business. I chose this place because of the tranquility and the big yard. The other two kids in this community were like fifteen house down from us.
“Well baby, let’s hope so” I say as I help him get in the car and buckle up.
I I get in and start the car. I was nervous and we weren’t even half way to where we were going. I was so
used to getting hurt that I was skeptical and doubtful about anyone who wanted to get close to me.
Pushing the nervousness away, I try to focus on driving.
“So, who are we going to see?” Noah breaks the silence bouncing in his seat.
One thing about Noah is that he doesn’t like being kept in suspense. A character that is just like his father.
He prefers knowing things in advance and doesn’t like anything that surprises him which is a weird
character for a kid.
“You’ll just have to wait and see” I smile at him. “They are people I currently met and they’ve been dying to
meet you”
+15 BONUS
His brows pull together in a frown. Right now he reminds me so much of Rowan. Noah was an exact replica of his dad. It showed in the way he looked and behaved.
“Can’t you just tell me? You know I don’t like surprises” he grumbles
See what I told you? He doesn’t like not knowing
“I promise this is going to be a good surprise” I assure him.
He was going to be so happy when he realizes he’s getting two additional grandparents. Mainly because he knows it will mean more gifts and love for himself. As much as he is looking forward to having a sibling, he can’t hide that he loves being the only grandchild.
“Mommy, is dad going to marry your sister Emma?” Noah asks after a while.
My breath stills at his question.
“Probably” I mumbled.
Even though I feel the familiar pain. It isn’t as earth shattering as it used to be. I accepted it long time ago. Rowan wasn’t mine. He never was. He always belonged to Emma mind body and soul. Right now they may have hit a rough patch because of her lies, but they will get back together eventually,
Their love has spanned over a decade. It’s impossible for them not fix what’s broken. Sooner or later, when
they worked their issues, they’ll resume their romance.
hes
“I don’t want that…I don’t want a stepmother” he says in a small voice.
It breaks my heart to hear him so sad, but there is nothing I can do about it. Rowan and I were wrong from the beginning. We shouldn’t have gotten married and I will always regret that I didn’t fight harder when he said we should marry.
Life would have been easier if I had. Instead we got married and pretended we loved each other in front of Noah. Now he was having a hard time accepting someone else as Rowan’s possible wife.
“Noah…”
“I want you and dad together. You were happy together, you loved each other. Why can’t you go back to that?” he asks sullenly.
How do I tell him that nothing he was saying was real? That Rowan and I weren’t happy together. That we weren’t in love and that we played a part for his sake. How do I tell him that Rowan had always been in love with Emma? That my obsession with him led to them breaking up.
“Right now you’re too young to understand, but when you’re older I’ll explain things, then you’ll understand
+15 BONUS
It pained me to see the sadness in his eyes, but in this case, I have to break his little heart. There was nothing between Rowan and I. There never was and there will never be. Our ship went up in flames before. it even got a chance to sail.
Synopsis
Ava: Nine years ago I did something terrible. it wasn’t one of my best moments but I saw an opportunity to have the guy I’ve loved since I was a young girl and I took it. Fast forward to years later and I’m tired of living in a loveless marriage. I want to free both of us from a marriage that should never have taken place. They say if you love something…. It was time to let him go. I know he’ll never love me and that I’ll never be his choice. His heart will always belong to Her and despite my sins, I deserve to be loved. Rowan: Nine years ago, I was so in love I could barely see right. I ruined it when I made the worst mistake of my life and in the process I lost the love of my life. I knew I had to step up in my responsibility and so I did, with an unwanted wife. With the wrong woman. Now she has once again flipped my life by divorcing me. To make matters even more complicated, the love of my life is back in town. Now the only question is, who is the right woman? Is it the girl I fell head over heels in love with years ago? or is it my ex wife, the woman I never wanted but had to marry?
