Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Chapter 90

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Chapter 90

  1. Late Realizations


I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but fuck it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t fucking explain

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens 

revealing Noah

Dadhe throws himself at him and I catch him. I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to 

see you” 

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. Hey buddy” 

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the 

worst night of my life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened 

now. I see it so fucking clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without 

there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son

that night happening 

Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.He informs 

  1. me. I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner 


He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food.

shamelessly take a plate and pile food on it

I didn’t appreciate it when we were married. Taking the small things for granted. I admit that I’ve missed her cooking

SoMom is a real catchNoah begins making, me turn to him

YesI agree, not really sure where he was going with this

“A lot of good looking guys want herjust a few days ago there was a man here who’d come to visit her. I wonder who’ll get her as his wifehe says it so casually, but I see the smirk he is trying to hide

What man?” 

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I try to contain the jealousy, but it’s fucking hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is intense. I don’t remember his name, but mom said that he was her new friendthe smirk is still in place as he say that He was scary looking but I liked him, now I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Uncle Cal. He had tattoos which Uncle Cal doesn’t and from what I know women dig tattoos 

and abs 

I glare at him, but he just chuckles 

Fuck it. I know he was trying to make me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never 

liked my son less than I did at that moment

Noah, who was at the door?her voice comes from the other room, interrupting me before I can 

say anything

She walks into the kitchen in a robe. Her hair is wet and her face is free from makeup. She looks so damn beautiful that I can’t put it into words. The robe leaves nothing to the imagination and

want nothing but to tear it from her body

Rowan? What are you doing here?she ask, her face changing into an indifference mask

I hate that too. She used to be so expressive, now I barely know what she’s feeling or thinking

Rowan?she calls again

I don’t know what to fucking tell her. How am I supposed to tell her that I missed her? That I just 

wanted to see her

I’m out of here. Don’t forget to tell me when you’re leaving, dadNoah breaks through the tense 


He doesn’t wait for us to say anything before he flees the room. Within seconds we are left alone

Who is the man Noah was talking about?I ask standing up and getting close to her

What man?she tries backing away from me, but there is nowhere to go

The one among your many suitorsmy voice turns hard. I was jealous and pissed off because I wanted her to my fucking self. (2

I don’t know what you’re talking about or what he was talking about.She sasses. Could you just leave? It’s late at night and you shouldn’t be here” 

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And why is that? Is it so you can entertain one of the many men who Noah seems to think are interested in becoming your new husbandI growl

I was pushing it. Pushing her, but I just didn’t care. Not when envy was boiling in my blood. Or bitterness was clouding my brain cells

What is wrong with you? I don’t entertain any manshe whispershouts at me

It doesn’t faze me as I walk closer to her

Wrapping my hands around her waist, I bring her closer to me. I feel every inch of her body. Her belly and her breast are pressed close to my chest and abs. I harden when I feel the hardened 

peaks of her breast

What I felt was more than arousal. It was something else. Something much more potent

Get you fucking hands off meshe shrieks but I still don’t let her go. Instead I press closer to her 

while being mindful of her baby bump

She tries to push me away, but I’m solid. She can’t move me. Not only because I was stronger than 

her, but because I couldn’t pull myself off her even if I’d wanted. She felt perfect in my arms.

could stay with her like this forever

Not a chance, Ava. Why would I when this is exactly where I want you? You’re mine” 

What the hell are you talking about? I’m not yours. I’ve never been yours. Now let me go before Noah finds us like this and thinks we are getting back together” 

Noah will be happy. About the other thing, you will always be mine and I won’t let you whore yourself to other men when you fucking belong to me14 

Her eyes twitches. Fire burning inside her brown orbs. I don’t see her hand move. The punch comes as a surprise, so because of the shock I release her.

Whoring myself? First of all, I was a fucking virgin when we slept together for the first time in case you’ve forgotten. Second, I can fuck whoever I want. I am a free woman and nothing is holding me back from sleeping with men who actually want me. Men who aren’t thinking of the love of their fucking life while they’re buried deep inside me(

I knew those words were going to come back to bite me in the fucking ass.


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No! What the hell do you want Rowan? Because I just don’t get it. You yourself told me that you slept with me while imagining Emma. You told I was just an object for scratching an itch. That I would never be the woman you want, so what the hell are you doing here? Why won’t you leave 

me the hell aione?” 

There are so many things I want to tell her. To explain to her. The words instead get stuck in my throat. I don’t know how to express my feelings to her

I do want you, Ava. So fucking muchmy voice turns soft and it shocks both of us

Why now? We were married for nine years. Nine fucking years. How then can you be this- this” 

she struggles to find the right word

This what?” 

Interested. How can you all of a sudden be interested in me when you’ve ignored me for the entire 

length of our marriage? It’s just not making any sense.” 

She had me there, but how can I explain something that I didn’t understand myself? I don’t know 

where my feelings came from or when they came to be

Is it too difficult to accept that I want you?I ask instead

Yes it is! You’ve hated me for so long, so yes, it’s hard to believe that you are now attracted to me

It seems so farfetched.” 

The words were on the tip on my words. The name of the emotion I’ve been trying to figure out

The feeling I have for her

Please leave Rowan. You’re just confused. Even if you are attracted to me, it doesn’t mean 


It means something. It means we have something to work withI insist almost to the point of begging

No it doesn’t. Not when I can still clearly hear your voice in my head telling me that you were using my body as a substitute for Emma’s” 

I want to say more, but I know that she already has enough of me. She was already drained and I was making things worse for her

Okay then, I’ll leave for now. Please just call Noah for me so I can say goodbye” 

She nods her head and goes to cell our son Hosh comes back, but Ava doesn’t Ignoring the 

questioning look on his face, 1 tell him good bye before leaving I make sure he’s locked the door 

before driving away 

This wasn’t over. Not by a long shot. I wasn’t going to give up on her that easily 

It was as I was driving that the realization hit me. I had to pull over so that I don’t get into an accident as the gravity of everything hit me 

My heart almost collapses in itself, as I’m finally able to name the feeling I have for Ava. The feeling I was too blind to realize what exactly it is


Fuck. I love Ava.

That realizations comes with fear and crashing quilt. I all but destroyed her heart. I fucking killed 

the love she had for me. How the hell was I going to fix that

I was a dumb shit. I fucking love her, but would she ever believe me or even give me a chance

Karma was truly a fucking bitch

Evelyn M.M 

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Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel

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Status: Ongoing Author: Artist: Released: 11/21/2023 Native Language: English
Ex-Husband’s Regret” by Evelyn M.M is a novel that explores the remorse and reflection of a former spouse, delving into the complexities of past relationships, their impact on one’s life, and the desire for reconciliation or closure.   Ex-Husband’s Regret” is a poignant novel by Evelyn M.M that delves into the emotional turmoil of a divorced man, grappling with the aftermath of a failed marriage. Through intricate storytelling, it explores his regrets, introspection, and longing for a chance to make amends. The narrative navigates the complexities of past relationships, the enduring impact on personal growth, and the profound desire for reconciliation or closure. This heartfelt tale offers readers a deep and relatable insight into the human experience of love, loss, and second chances.   Ex-Husband's Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Synopsis Ava: Nine years ago I did something terrible. it wasn’t one of my best moments but I saw an opportunity to have the guy I’ve loved since I was a young girl and I took it. Fast forward to years later and I’m tired of living in a loveless marriage. I want to free both of us from a marriage that should never have taken place. They say if you love something…. It was time to let him go. I know he’ll never love me and that I’ll never be his choice. His heart will always belong to Her and despite my sins, I deserve to be loved. Rowan: Nine years ago, I was so in love I could barely see right. I ruined it when I made the worst mistake of my life and in the process I lost the love of my life. I knew I had to step up in my responsibility and so I did, with an unwanted wife. With the wrong woman. Now she has once again flipped my life by divorcing me. To make matters even more complicated, the love of my life is back in town. Now the only question is, who is the right woman? Is it the girl I fell head over heels in love with years ago? or is it my ex wife, the woman I never wanted but had to marry?


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