Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Chapter 91

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Chapter 91

  1. His pain 


I groan in ecstasy as I release my load onto her back. This was just what I needed. The best way

knew to unwind and relax

So when will we do this again, Tomorrow?she asks, her eyes shining

She looks more relaxed. I guess she needed this just as much as I did. I help her wipe my cum off 

her back, but I don’t say anything. She knows the drill. I call she answers, not the other way 


After I’m done, she starts getting dresses. It’s past ten at night and I want to get some shut eye 

before my busy schedule tomorrow

Like I said, she knows the drill. She doesn’t spend the night and vice versa. We are nothing more 

than fuck buddies


She’s the only one that calls me by my full name. I hate it the name. Mainly because it reminds 

me of the archangel when I am literally the opposite of an angel

Shut it. You don’t call the shots. We’ll do this when I decideI growl, already feeling suffocated by 

her damn question

I see an emotion similar to hurt pass through her features. I ignore it. She knew very well what 

she was getting into when she agreed to this

So meanwhile I wait till it’s my turn? I wait till you’re bored with your other women?she 


I’ve never kept it a secret. She knew she wasn’t the only fuck buddy I had. I liked variety. Today

was in the mood for having a taste of her. It might be the same tomorrow. Or I might develop

taste for someone else

YesI tell her firmly

The light that was shining in her eyes dims. She tries her best, but I see her fighting her emotions. Fighting the hurt I had caused


Fuck! I hate this. Hate it when they develop feelings. We’ve had this arrangement for two years 

and it worked fine until now. Looks like it’s time to nip this at the bud

She didn’t have time to date and I don’t date. So this became the best solution. Besides, she’s just 

my secretary. Even if I were to date her, she wouldn’t fit in my word

I thought you could handle this, but I guess it was a mistake. So this will be the last time we 

fuck. You’ll continue working for me like nothing ever happened between us, am I understood


She stares at me. Her eyes spearing mine

I don’t think I can do this anymoreshe whispers. Tears filling her eyesI love you, but I see that 

will never love me. For some reason you’ve closed off your heart and I can’t keep sleeping with 

you knowing that you’ll never reciprocate my love” 

She was a damn good secretary, but to hell with it

I guess it’s time for you to write a resignation letter, isn’t it?I smirk, mocking her

She doesn’t reply. Just shakes her head before she turns around and quietly leaves. I sigh, but

don’t follow her. Instead I use my phone to unlock the gates for her. Once she’s gone, I collapse on 

my bed

She’s right. I closed my heart off. Promising myself that I will never fall in love. Sure my parents 

have an amazing marriage, and they love each other so much, but their case is one in a million

I’ve seen how love can fucking destroy you. Seen how it can kill you on the inside and leave you as 

nothing but a shell

Love all but destroyed Rowan when he lost Emma. It was like living with a zombie for months

until Noah was born. He used to drink himself to oblivion. Seeing all this why would I give any 

woman such immense power over me? Why would I give them the weapon to destroy me

He was destroyed when things went to shit with Emma and now? Now I am afraid of the same 

thing happening

He doesn’t realize it yet. That he loves Ava. When it finally hits him, it will destroy him. Knowing 

that he has hurt the woman he loves over and over again

I release a breath I was holding and go to the bathroom for a shower. Ten minutes later and I am 

still anxious. I don’t know what was causing it, but I have a good damn feeling that it was Rowan


+15 BONUS 

I get out of the shower, dry myself and put on a pair of sweats. I was just about to get my phone and call my brother when my security system unlocks. There is only one other person who has 

authorization. Rowan

I get downstairs in time to see him stumbling through my front door

Rowan? What the hell man?I ask as I help him up, supporting his weight

He was drunk. It wasn’t a hard guess. He usually stays clear from drinking too much because of what happened. Today things seem different. It fucking worried me because the last time he 

drunk this much was during his dark times

I help him take a seat then take mine beside him

What happened Ro?I ask worriedly

You were right. Fucking right as alwayshe stammers. I messed up big time. How the hell am

going to fix what I destroyed with my bare hands?” 

I feel the pain in his voice and it kills me. I love my brother more than anything. When he suffers

I suffer right along with him. I would do anything to take away his pain. His heartaches. But

know I can’t. Not really anyway

Explain to me why you think you’ve messed up and where exactly have you messed up?” 

He looked distraught. Like his world just collapsed down on him

I love her Gabe. I fucking lovehe yells


Ava!he shouts. I fucking love her. It hit me today” 

And it hit him hard. This is what I was afraid of. When he finally realizes the fucking truth. My 

prediction came to pass. The realization is his undoing. (

Why didn’t I realize it sooner? Why did it take me this long? She’ll never believe me if I were to 

tell her that I loved her. I all but killed her love for me. Spent most of the nine years making her 

pay for that night. I hurt her so fucking much. She’ll never believe me” 

A tear drops down his face. Pain marking his grey eyes that are similar to mine. I feel my heart 

lurch as waves of pain radiate from him


+15 BONUS 

What am I going to do? How am I going to fix all that 1 broke? How the fuck am I supposed to mend her broken heart when I broke it?” 

I grip his shoulder and bring him to me. Rowan isn’t one to show weakness. Even when Emma left him, he didn’t show how broken he was. He didn’t cry. Didn’t lament on how he would fix it. He didn’t agonize on how he would fix what was shattered. He just drank

His shoulders shake as he tries to fight his emotions. My heart goes to him. He is my twin and

fucking hate seeing him like this. I have no idea how to help him

Nine years of pain and heartache wasn’t going to be easy to fix. Ava had grown into herself. Risen 

up from the ashes like a damn phoenix. She wasn’t going to easily allow those that hurt her come 

near her

I don’t know Ro, but you’re Rowan fucking Woods and you always get what you want. You’re going 

to fix this and you’re going to get Ava back. You never quit, so don’t start now(

He straightens and looks forward. His eyes staring at nothing. Completely lost in his mind

What if she doesn’t take me back?he whispers more to himself

This isn’t my brother. Rowan is assured and confident. The fact he is doubting himself just proves the power Ava has over him. I fucking believe she has more power than Emma ever had

The love he had for Emma was young and easy. Puppy love. That’s why it never lasted. That’s why it crumbled at the first sign of trouble. I believe, though not entirely sure that what he may feel for 

Ava may be stronger. Way fucking stronger

You’ll just have to give it your bestI whisper back

We stay seated, lost in our own heads, until he falls asleep. I stand up and help him to one of the 

bedrooms. The one he uses while he is here

I deposit him on the bed and watch him for a while as he struggles even in his sleep. I want to be confident that he will win Ava back, but I am not. Nine fucking years. That’s how long he has hurt 


I would be surprised if Ava gave him a chance after that. I can only hope. Hope that the love she had for him isn’t entirely gone, because I’m not sure he’ll survive losing her

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel

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Status: Ongoing Author: Artist: Released: 11/21/2023 Native Language: English
Ex-Husband’s Regret” by Evelyn M.M is a novel that explores the remorse and reflection of a former spouse, delving into the complexities of past relationships, their impact on one’s life, and the desire for reconciliation or closure.   Ex-Husband’s Regret” is a poignant novel by Evelyn M.M that delves into the emotional turmoil of a divorced man, grappling with the aftermath of a failed marriage. Through intricate storytelling, it explores his regrets, introspection, and longing for a chance to make amends. The narrative navigates the complexities of past relationships, the enduring impact on personal growth, and the profound desire for reconciliation or closure. This heartfelt tale offers readers a deep and relatable insight into the human experience of love, loss, and second chances.   Ex-Husband's Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Synopsis Ava: Nine years ago I did something terrible. it wasn’t one of my best moments but I saw an opportunity to have the guy I’ve loved since I was a young girl and I took it. Fast forward to years later and I’m tired of living in a loveless marriage. I want to free both of us from a marriage that should never have taken place. They say if you love something…. It was time to let him go. I know he’ll never love me and that I’ll never be his choice. His heart will always belong to Her and despite my sins, I deserve to be loved. Rowan: Nine years ago, I was so in love I could barely see right. I ruined it when I made the worst mistake of my life and in the process I lost the love of my life. I knew I had to step up in my responsibility and so I did, with an unwanted wife. With the wrong woman. Now she has once again flipped my life by divorcing me. To make matters even more complicated, the love of my life is back in town. Now the only question is, who is the right woman? Is it the girl I fell head over heels in love with years ago? or is it my ex wife, the woman I never wanted but had to marry?


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