Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Chapter 95

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Chapter 95
  1. There’s just something… 

Calvin had called immediately he got the missed call notification. He’d explained that the reason he didn’t pick up is because he was in a meeting and his phone had been silent

He wanted to come home right away, but told him that everything was now fine. That I had taken 

care of the situation and that Gunner was fine. He wasn’t crying anymore. Neither was he sad

That was enough for me

He was reluctant, but he finally agreed given that his meeting would run late

Now here I was cooking dinner for us. With thousands of thoughts running through my head. It’s like I can’t get a break from my own thoughts. They’re constantly there and now there some that are added concerning Gunner

What are we having for dinner mom?Noah asks sitting down at the counter

Yes, what? I am starvingGunner adds smiling at me

There it was again. That damn smile. It’s not that I hated it. I could never hate any smile Gunner gives me. It’s just that it fucking bothers me so much. There was something about it that I just couldn’t place my finger on

I’m not sureI tell them. Why don’t we see 

what my craving will pick?” 

Noah smiles wide and turns to Gunner. Mom has insan 

cravings. Sometimes they’re really great 

and other times it’s totally disgusting” 

Gunner nods his head. “Can I help?” 

Sure. Why don’t you flow the chicken?I tell him

Noah wasn’t really that helpful in the kitchen. In fact he was a complete disaster. That’s why he normally never helps unless it’s something he can actually do. Something he won’t mess up

I got out the marinating sliced chicken breasts and the Ziploc bag of seasoned flour and handed them over to Gunner

He took them willingly with a smile on his face. One thing I learned about him was that he loved food and he also loved cooking. He was going to make a very lucky woman happy one day if he continued like this

As for you, Noah, you can help with the dessertI turn to him 

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At least that’s easy and I won’t mess it uphe says grinning, making both me and Gunner laugh 

He was selfaware. I liked that about him

Now, if you get the buttermilk marinade on your fingers, don’t get it near your eyes. It’ll burn

because of the Tabasco and salt that is in it I warn Gunner

Okay” 

We get to work. Chatting and simply having fun. I was so glad that I could give this to Gunner. So happy that I was able to give him happiness. I couldn’t take away all his pain and sadness, but 

this had to be enough for now

He was a lovely boy. Shy at first, but when you got to know him, you realize how amazing he is.

just couldn’t understand why his mother would do this to him

From what little I gathered. She doesn’t want to be in his life. I don’t know if it’s by choice or 

maybe forced circumstances, all I know is that it was hurting Gunner. The last thing I want is for 

him to grow up with issues just like me

This is what I’ve always wished and prayed forhis low voice pulls me back to the present

What?Noah asks him

Gunner takes deep breath before answering. This. Having a mom by my side. Watching her cook 

and cooking alongside her. That kind of thing. Don’t get me wrong, dad is amazing but he is a dad

He can never be my mom” 

Damn it. There goes my heart shattering into pieces for this little boy. If I could, I would give him 

the world, but that is not sible. Some things just aren’t possible. Like how Noah wants Rowan 

and I to get back together

You okay, honey?I ask him

He smiles up at me. Yes. I have you, Noah and dad. That is enough. I know you’re not my real 

mom, but you’re like a mom to me already.” 

I leave what I am doing and give him a hug before kissing his forehead

Damn!Noah groans

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+15 BOMUS 

Language!I chastise him and he goes quiet

I’m sorry mom Noah says after a while I’ve been pushing and pushing for you and dad to get back together without realizing how lucky I am that you’re both in my life. Will you forgive me?” 

I open my arms for him and he immediately steps into them. I close them around him before 

kissing his forehead too

You’re forgivenI tell him while letting him go

I’ll keep praying and hoping, but I’ll stop pushing so much.” 

Thank youI say 

We get back to work and eventually finish cooking. They both help me set the table and we sit 

down to eat

With the three of us, or should I say four, we almost clean everything, but I put my foot down for some left overs. Calvin was probably going to come home tired and hungry. He won’t have time to 

cook something

After dinner, I make them shower and then it is off to bed for them

It was after they were asleep that the idea came to me. I had a five bedroom house. There was still an extra room even after turning one of them into a nursery. The last remaining bedroom could be 

Gunner’s room

He could sleep there anytime he was over and it could also be his safe space while he was here. I quickly get excited about the idea. Immediately I take a note pad and started scribbling down 

what I would need

I’ll have to ask Calvin for 

be helpful when it com 

know what he likes

rmission, but I was sure he’d agree. Well I hoped he would. Plus he’ll 

the design of the room. He knows Gunner better than anyone. He’ll 

I was just finishing up the list of essentials when the doorbell rang. I wiggle up and go to open it

pretty sure that it will Calvin on the door. I wasn’t wrong

HiI tell him

Hi to you toohe says, giving me a tired smile

I step aside and he comes in. We move to the living room

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It’s quiet Are they asleep?” he asks 

Yes” 

I didn’t know what to say. I had so many question, but I was afraid of stepping out of boundary

About today? Gunner was crying because of his motherI start slowly

The moment I say those words, his face turns stone cold

Don’t mention that bitch to me again! She has done nothing, but hurt me and my son over and over again. What kind of woman abandons her son? I get and understand that she doesn’t love me and she never will, it hurts, but I learned to accept that. Turning her back on Gunner is something else. I will never forgive her for thathe was breathing hard and his voice was cold

Unrequited love. Wasn’t it just a bitch? I’ve suffered through it since I first fell for Rowan. I didn’t want my friend to go through it, but it looks like he has

Every time I call and she refuses to come see Gunner kills me. He is amazing, yet his mother 

wants nothing to do with him. I tried hiding it from him, but as he got older he started to understand things. He started to understand that his mother doesn’t want him and she wants nothing to do with him. Fuck I hate her so much, but I also can’t stop loving herhe says before 

continuing. Pain radiating from his eyes

I want to give Gunner the world, but the one thing he wants is totally out of my reach. I regret ever falling in love with her. Regret ever meeting her. But the thing is, regretting her means 

regretting Gunner and that is one thing I can never do” 

Where have I heard those words from? Yeah from my own lips. Didn’t I tell Rowan the same thing

That as much as I want to regret him, I can’t because it means regretting Noah

I don’t have the right Is for you. Hell. Our situations are the same, but different at the same 

time. All I can tell you is, De there for Gunner as best as you can. Love him so much that he doesn’t 

miss the love of his mother. Show him that he is enough and that it’s his mother’s loss not his” 

Those are the only words I can offer. I wanted to say more, but I didn’t have the words to comfort 

him. He nods his head and we stay in silence

Thank you, Ava. For being there for me and my sonhe says after a while

You’re welcome” 

4/5 

+15 BONUS 

“It’s quiet. Are they asleep?he asks 

Yes” 

I didn’t know what to say. I had so many question, but I was afraid of stepping out of boundary

About today? Gunner was crying because of his motherI start slowly

The moment I say those words, his face turns stone cold

“Don’t mention that bitch to me again! She has done nothing, but hurt me and my son over and 

over again. What kind of woman abandons her son? I get and understand that she doesn’t love me 

and she never will, it hurts, but I learned to accept that. Turning her back on Gunner is something 

else. I will never forgive her for thathe was breathing hard and his voice was cold

Unrequited love. Wasn’t it just a bitch? I’ve suffered through it since I first fell for Rowan. I didn’t 

want my friend to go through it, but it looks like he has

Every time I call and she refuses to come see Gunner kills me. He is amazing, yet his mother 

wants nothing to do with him. I tried hiding it from him, but as he got older he started to 

understand things. He started to understand that his mother doesn’t want him and she wants nothing to do with him. Fuck I hate her so much, but I also can’t stop loving herhe says before continuing. Pain radiating from his eyes

I want to give Gunner the world, but the one thing he wants is totally out of my reach. I regret ever falling in love with her. Regret ever meeting her. But the thing is, regretting her means 

regretting Gunner and that is one thing I can never do” 

Where have I heard those words from? Yeah from my own lips. Didn’t I tell Rowan the same thing? That as much as I want to regret I can’t because it means regretting Noah

I don’t have the right words for you. Hell. Our situations are the same, but different at the same time. All I can tell you is; be there for Gunner as best as you can. Love him so much that he doesn’t miss the love of his mother. Show him that he is enough and that it’s his mother’s loss not his” 

Those are the only words I can offer. I wanted to say more, but I didn’t have the words to comfort him. He nods his head and we stay in silence

Thank you, Ava. For being there for me and my sonhe says after a while

You’re welcome” 

After, he leaves carring Gunner’s sleeping form and the food I saved for him

+15 BONUS 

Hours after he leaves. Hours after I go to bed. Gunner’s smile still haunts my mind. His smile and 

his mysterious mother invade my every thought

There was something I was missing. If only I could piece the pieces together then maybe I could figure out why this whole issue bothers me so fucking much. Maybe I can figure out why my 

mind won’t give me piece concerning the matter

Evelyn M.M 

Author 

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Hi loves 

Sorry, due to unavoidable circumstances, today I can only post one chapter. Tomorrow, I’ll post two instead of one. Anyway, I hope you enjoy this one as we get closer to another reveal. Bye, and take care

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel

Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel

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Status: Ongoing Author: Artist: Released: 11/21/2023 Native Language: English
Ex-Husband’s Regret” by Evelyn M.M is a novel that explores the remorse and reflection of a former spouse, delving into the complexities of past relationships, their impact on one’s life, and the desire for reconciliation or closure.   Ex-Husband’s Regret” is a poignant novel by Evelyn M.M that delves into the emotional turmoil of a divorced man, grappling with the aftermath of a failed marriage. Through intricate storytelling, it explores his regrets, introspection, and longing for a chance to make amends. The narrative navigates the complexities of past relationships, the enduring impact on personal growth, and the profound desire for reconciliation or closure. This heartfelt tale offers readers a deep and relatable insight into the human experience of love, loss, and second chances.   Ex-Husband's Regret by Evelyn M.M Novel Synopsis Ava: Nine years ago I did something terrible. it wasn’t one of my best moments but I saw an opportunity to have the guy I’ve loved since I was a young girl and I took it. Fast forward to years later and I’m tired of living in a loveless marriage. I want to free both of us from a marriage that should never have taken place. They say if you love something…. It was time to let him go. I know he’ll never love me and that I’ll never be his choice. His heart will always belong to Her and despite my sins, I deserve to be loved. Rowan: Nine years ago, I was so in love I could barely see right. I ruined it when I made the worst mistake of my life and in the process I lost the love of my life. I knew I had to step up in my responsibility and so I did, with an unwanted wife. With the wrong woman. Now she has once again flipped my life by divorcing me. To make matters even more complicated, the love of my life is back in town. Now the only question is, who is the right woman? Is it the girl I fell head over heels in love with years ago? or is it my ex wife, the woman I never wanted but had to marry?

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