Chapter 273
Ethan and I dated for months?” I ask
“So I must have slept with him somewhere along that time line, which would explain how I got pregnant. Weren’t we using protection?” I voiced out my thoughts, so lost in them that I forgot that Rowan was next
to me.
He growls, the words coming out through clenched teeth: “Ava, please don’t mention you, another man, and S** in the same sentence. I don’t want even to think about it”
I don’t even want to think of another man’s hands on my body, so I keep quiet. It’s still hard for me to accept that another man has touched and tasted me. It’s hard to accept that I’ve had another man inside
ΠΕ.
Shaking myself from those thoughts, I focus on him and ask the question that I dread the answer to
“What about you? Did you sleep with Emma?”
My heart is painfully pounding as I wait for his answer.
Sharp grey eyes penetrate mine as he replies. “No. I didn’t have S** with her. I didn’t even kiss her
because it felt so fucking wrong.
Yet, I fucked another man. How can he even look at me and Iris?
I’m sorry that I let another man touch me.” I whisper, feeling ashamed of myself,
He gently grabs my jaw and forces me to look at him. Caressing my cheek, he places a soft kiss at the
corner of my mouth before his grey eyes turn to me again.
“It’s not your fault, and don’t ever fucking apologize for that. If it wasn’t for your relationship with Ethan,
then Iris wouldn’t be here, and I would never regret that little girl because she owns part of my heart.”
That touched me so much that I couldn’t stop myself from locking my lips with his. I thread my fingers into his hair as I bring him closer. Our lips tangle, and my desire spikes. Fuck, I wanted him badly.
Without breaking the kiss, I get out from beneath the covers and straddle his hips. The evidence of his arousal presses against my wet center.
My panties were drenched and stuck against my opening, but that didn’t stop me from rubbing against his hard on. The groan he releases travels all the way to Clit. I swear I could cum from just that damn S**y
HB BONUS
Nothing made sense except what was happening between us. What were we even talking about before?
nsure it wasn’t important right? Not when his tongue was in my mouth, his hardened length was rubbing
against center and his hands was kneading my ass. Nothing in this world mattered except for this
moment night here between us.
Pulling my hands from his hair, I was about to remove my nightgown when he stopped me.
“No.” His voice was firm and strained.
“Why? Don’t you want me?” I ask in confusion.
His hardness told me he did want me. Unless his arousal wasn’t because of me.
“You’re testing my fucking control, Ava.” He sighs. “Fuck yes do I want you, but that will be taking advantage of you.”
Using one arm, he lifts me from his laps and places me on the bed. Then he gets out of bed and starts heading towards the bathroom.
“I don’t understand,” I call after him, making him stop
He doesn’t turn, but he answers. “When I take you, I want you to believe my feelings for you; I want to be the only one you want and think about; I want to be the only one you have in your heart, and I want you to have nothing but love for me. Only then will I take you and claim you as mine.”
With that he walks into the bathroom, leaving me speechless and more confused.
What the hell did he mean by he wants me to have nothing but love in my heart for him? Did something happen that made me hate him? And also, if Ethan was Iris’s dad, where the hell was he?
Synopsis
Ava: Nine years ago I did something terrible. it wasn’t one of my best moments but I saw an opportunity to have the guy I’ve loved since I was a young girl and I took it. Fast forward to years later and I’m tired of living in a loveless marriage. I want to free both of us from a marriage that should never have taken place. They say if you love something…. It was time to let him go. I know he’ll never love me and that I’ll never be his choice. His heart will always belong to Her and despite my sins, I deserve to be loved. Rowan: Nine years ago, I was so in love I could barely see right. I ruined it when I made the worst mistake of my life and in the process I lost the love of my life. I knew I had to step up in my responsibility and so I did, with an unwanted wife. With the wrong woman. Now she has once again flipped my life by divorcing me. To make matters even more complicated, the love of my life is back in town. Now the only question is, who is the right woman? Is it the girl I fell head over heels in love with years ago? or is it my ex wife, the woman I never wanted but had to marry?
